I am 17 and half japanese half white, born and raised in the US. I am good at conversational level japanese but i cant do professional talk. I also struggle with kanji but know hiragana and katakana. Ive always wanted to move to japan but i just seemed like a hopeless dream however I visited recently and one of my moms friends was sort of convincing me its possible. She told me that I could come at her workplace and try it out like shadowing and experience the worklife in japan. If I do move there I also would have housing support since my grandmas house has an extra room I could stay in temporarily until I live on my own.
Another thing is college i dont know if i should go. I dont have a passion for anything and before i was just thinking of becoming a dental hygienist by doing a program thru my community college. I dont have any dreams of becoming rich or anything and the small apartments in japan is a big thing that attracts me to living there. Since im half japanese i have citizen ship and i can apply for passport whenever i want so its not like i need college to be able to get a visa or anything.
I just dont know what to do with my life in the meantime before i move there or if i even should move there. I dont know what its like living away from my family as well.
Should I just stick with visiting or go through with it and try to move to japan?
by Fun-Produce8395