Japan in general was the country where I wanted to build my future after I graduated from university few months ago. I studied Japanese on my own for few months and knew I wanted to live in Japan since it would be the society where I would fit in the most, but life doesn't go this way right.
It's been three months since I came here and idk what I'm feeling as of now. I still love the country as much as I did, everytime I go out I'm extremely thankful that I'm able to live here. But the biggest problem as of now for me is being able to socialize. I'm in this strange state where I'm neither sad nor happy.
People here are really reserved and everyone is in their own world it seems. I love to talk to people and love to socialize in general. I tried going to events and attended few events here and their but idk what's happening, everyone is nice and friendly when we talk in person, we exchange Instagram and everything, but after sometime it's an absolute dead end and we never talk again.
Even though I'm an international student idk what to do and how to socialize since I don't drink alcohol, like parties or anything. It's not I'm awkward or can't hold conversation, I try to go and introduce myself and hold an conversation as long as I can but idk what I'm supposed to do.
My part job is the good part since I'm able to talk to people and it's not a dead place, but I do want friends in general. Can someone suggest me what should I do.
by Mesmerizing_Soul