I've been here about 24 years and Japan is more home than home these days. But I don't know how much longer I can maintain myself. I feel myself sliding into depression, sleeping more each day, washing less, it's good that at least I work mostly online. I don't know who I can speak to about this. My wife doesn't seem to understand and thinks moving back to my home county will fix everything, but I know it won't. Even if I returned permanently, my experience and skills developed in Japan would be meaningless. Is it wrong I just want to bury myself for a few months? If I could just shut off for a while, I might be ok.,.
by StockBoss6607