I need some encouragement

Hey!

I’ve been studying Japanese for the past 6 months with a teacher.im on a break from her because of finances. I still use Anki, Renshuu, I read Tadoku and listen to Youtube videos. i write dictionary and so much but I still feel like im nowhere with it. Is this normal

I have so much knowledge when it comes to reading something but then my brain goes blank. I cant really make sentences but when I read them I just feel what they are about.

There are some grammatical rules that are familiar to me as a Hungarian but the language is so vastly different that sometimes it really breaks my brain.

I really love this language , the sound, the cukture, there are so many things i am eager to do once i learned it but learning a 3rd language outside school environment is just so different and difficult 🙀

I try to shadow, read out loud.What am I supposed to do to get better? I try to sway away from the internet because people can be so harsh saying you are not doing enough or your efforts are not good lol its really upsetting especially when your time and budget is limited.

I need some words of encouragement.

by friczko