It's weird, but after months of work and worry Ive been accepted. And now I feel like a huge weight is off me, but suddenly a new one appeared.
Like being older than most new grads I think I have a lot to offer. But now I'm suddenly worried now that the offer is here. Will I be able to be a good ALT? What is it actually like living in Japan? What will the school and JLT be like? I've read up on everything, but reality is different.
I'm curious about both those that were accepted in the past and dealt with imposter syndrome and what other are feeling now.
I've been deliberately telling myself I likely wouldn't get in, but now that I did I feel apprehensive. I plan to try my hardest, but its almost like looking off a cliff and having no idea whats down there.
by DonGar0